What triggered me to come back here…
+My father calling me fat when we were fighting (never happened before in my life)
+ How crazy my life has been lately. I’ve started college and failed out of two classes because- surprise- I was lazy and didn’t take initiative because I wanted to ‘take it easy’ and recover.
+Watching A Girl With A Dragon Tatoo in theatre (“Would you like something to eat?” “no”. I used to be that strong)
+ Trying on my friend’s clothes and having them be so tight on me
+ Skipping a meal due to travel and remembering how much I miss that empty feeling
+The way I feel when I feel my arms
+The way I feel when I take a bite of pie
+How my hands shake when people tell me I look nice
+Them
+me
+ Everything.
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